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the sample used is a public domain recording of francesco geminiani's la follia variation

lyrics

I feel like I'm going mad
everything I try to say trapped inside my skull
and if you want to know me now
I'll tell you to listen to the space between the words
to the whispers that I don't say
if you tell me that you heard
does it mean that I am okay?
I thought that I was okay

what do I wanna say?
what do I wanna make of myself?
all I do is wait
when I just wanna let it out
tell me I've got a gift
tell me I'm doing fine
you can't hear my thoughts
you can't hear me try
you can't hear me try
you can't hear me try

I don't know who I would be
if I ever ran out of words
but it's a ledge I'm always clutching at
a black hole I am pulled towards
and thinking is hardly easier without words

what do I wanna say?
what do I wanna make of myself?
all I do is wait
when I just wanna let it out
tell me I've got a gift
tell me I'm doing fine
you can't hear my thoughts
you can't hear me try
you can't hear me try

I feel like I'm going mad

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from Heavy Blue Dream (Deluxe Edition), released May 8, 2020

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Romanus Boston, Massachusetts

I make a somewhat messy chimera of bedroom pop/chamber pop/alternative/folktronica. Hope it makes you feel something. I also make music with my sibling under the name Charlemagne's Angels, check us out!

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